A False Hope

A False Hope…
A poem about finite infinity…
By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: October 5, 2011 @ 7:19PM GMT +8

I guess it’s now over…
… if not near end…
I’m again mindful and sober…
From this day of ecstasy…
…drunk with pseudo infinite power…
… if not near end…
It’s almost over…

 

I am dead if not dying…
Within myself hardly breathing…
Clarity decimating…
Within myself sanity’s grip is losing…

 

Must have energy…
Must gain more sanity…
From the fumes of insanity…
… that slowly corrupts me…

 

Take my life…
And give me your overflowing vitality…
Your sought for finite infinity…

 

Take my heart…
Just bring me happiness…
Lift me up from this overwhelming sadness…

 

Take my soul…
And bring me soundness…
Take me away from this forlorn madness…

 

Set to forget…
What false power has set…
Within self doubt I am again beset…
My life caught amidst insanity’s net…

 

Transient power depleting…
Slowly fleeting…
Slowly fading…
Into thin air dissipating…
All is but a lucid dream…
A dance with the devil both deadly and fulfilling…

 

My death fast approaching me…
The Red Raven awaits me…

 

The Raven awaits me...

 

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Above Fading

Above Fading
By: Julian Javier A.K.A. The Cyber Mushroom
Date: February 16, 2011 @ 3:26AM

Like a temple of sand, I fade into the shore into this small piece of land.
Like the sea, without you, I have nowhere to land.
Dull and rusty like an unused sword in no warrior’s hand,
I am without purpose and unhappy in this world so grand.
Like a fading ember, without you, without air and unfanned.
Without your presence, I feel that my life’s end is at hand.

My life lost and never to be found.
I am like a ball that can never again be round.
Without the air that which gives me air and bounds.
Empty as a shell in the dead and dry sea shore grounds.
Unable to roam, like a dog chained to the ground.
You are someone whom I should’ve long found.

to tell you this now or forever hold my grudge, to reach you, i must be bold.
I wanna let go of all things material and have no regrets in this world.
To be with you is better than earning a thirty, a sixty, or even a hundred fold.
Without you I’m like a forgotten story never to be told.
I feel above fading when you are the one I hold.
I offer you my heart, truth be told.

I am missing something that which completes me.
A full meal without the meat, a sword without its sheath.
A hamburger sandwich without a bun, a holster without a gun.
Darling without you my life will be incomplete and no fun.
You are like my earth’s sun. You are like my skin’s tan.
I’ll be above fading when i can call you, “Hon”.

without you, i'll just fade away...

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