A False Hope

A False Hope…
A poem about finite infinity…
By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: October 5, 2011 @ 7:19PM GMT +8

I guess it’s now over…
… if not near end…
I’m again mindful and sober…
From this day of ecstasy…
…drunk with pseudo infinite power…
… if not near end…
It’s almost over…

 

I am dead if not dying…
Within myself hardly breathing…
Clarity decimating…
Within myself sanity’s grip is losing…

 

Must have energy…
Must gain more sanity…
From the fumes of insanity…
… that slowly corrupts me…

 

Take my life…
And give me your overflowing vitality…
Your sought for finite infinity…

 

Take my heart…
Just bring me happiness…
Lift me up from this overwhelming sadness…

 

Take my soul…
And bring me soundness…
Take me away from this forlorn madness…

 

Set to forget…
What false power has set…
Within self doubt I am again beset…
My life caught amidst insanity’s net…

 

Transient power depleting…
Slowly fleeting…
Slowly fading…
Into thin air dissipating…
All is but a lucid dream…
A dance with the devil both deadly and fulfilling…

 

My death fast approaching me…
The Red Raven awaits me…

 

The Raven awaits me...


 

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A Sudden Rush

A Sudden Rush
An Unorthodox Choka Poem of a Euphoric Torment…
A Story of a Soul who found an Interim Happiness, Slowly Fading Away…
By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: October 1, 2011 @ 8:16PM GMT +8
 

Rushing through my veins…
A torrent of vehemence…

 

My pain dissipates…
A renewed vigour once more…

 

Keeping me alive…
In the moment of pure bliss…

 

And within myself…
Fusing with my ebb and flow…
Swarming my senses…
A deluge of ideas…
A frenzied influx of thoughts…

 

My spirit reveals…
What I can’t see through the haze…
Clear moments, so ecstatic…
My soul slowly oozing out…
Every drop of life within…

 

Through all provisions…
Moments of infinity…
All vain facades..
And interim nirvana…
I’m flourishing through torment…

 

Calmly I’m fading…
Converging with euphoria…
Through life’s destined end…

 


 

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Dragon Breath

Dragon Breath
Inside the Mind of an Addicted Fiend…
By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: September 20, 2011 @ 5:57PM GMT +8
 

Each pass of the dragon’s fire…
Burns to fulfil my heart and body’s hunger and desire…

 

Breathing in, inhaling in its fumes…
Slowly inhaling in its energizing doom…
I feel no more loom…
… no more gloom…

 

Moments of clarity…
… suddenly abounds in my psyche…
Setting me free…
… from the chains that bind me…

 

My soul energized…
… fully revitalized…

 

I feel like I’m again fully alive…
I feel like I will forever survive…
Never again will I feel so tired…
Never have I felt so alive…

 

Creeping down… melting…
Slowly dissipating…

 

Suddenly, I feel no more toil…
Feeling deprived of my lingering turmoil…

 

Like the Red Raven has chosen to recall…
…and unearth me from Mother Earth’s heavy and rich soil…

 

It’s a soul corrosive poison…
That works like a magical healing potion…
Giving me back my life again…
… alive in constant motion…
Re-animating me by means of coercion…

 

Hastening my life to the time of my death…
Reviving is the fiery dragon’s incinerating breath…
Caving in on my chest…
Is my sanity’s behest…

 

Resurrecting my slowly dying life’s pace…
Staring at Lord Death’s face…

 

From the top of his head down to the floor…
Knocking on Lord Death’s door…

 

The Corrupted Souls


 

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Helpless

Helpless…
A Tanka Poem of Helplessness…
By: Julian Javier
Date: September 18, 2011 @ GMT +8
 

Death creeps the doorway…
Mewing in pain and anguish…
A kitty dying…

 

Hearkening under my roof…
Without the power to save…

 

Kitty Dead... Rest In Peace...

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The Red Raven’s Song

The Red Raven’s Song
The Song of the Watchman…
The Official Poem of This Blog
By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: September 15, 2011 @ 1:43PM GMT +8
 

Remember, remember…
Memento Mori…
Nothing lasts forever…
Remember your mortality…

 

I am the red raven.
Red is my lustre…
…and Black is my plumage…
My duty is to deliver your soul…
To carry you to the afterlife…

 

Perched on the tree of your life…
I am there sitting…
I am there watching…
I am there waiting…
For your life’s inevitable demise…

 

In your final moments, your darkest hour…
While your life passes before your eyes…
While death creeps slowly through your veins to devour…
while you’re struggling, fighting for your the last gasps of air to breath…
At the time of your mortal life’s end…

 

I will be there perched on your life’s tree…
I will be there sitting…
I will be there watching…
I will be there waiting…

 

Remember, remember…
Memento Mori…
Nothing lasts forever…
Remember your mortality…

 

I will be there in your last moments…
In that moment, I will race to you quickly…
With my talons, I will snag your soul…
…Swiftly, separating your soul from your mortal body…

 

In the blink of an eye…
Your long torment…
Your ardent struggle…
Will end instantly…

 

The next time you wake…
Will be a new a new life, a new beginning…
Immortal and unending…

 

In your final hour till your last moment…
When I come forth do not be in lament…
Be at peace when you catch a glimpse of me landing…
On a tree watching you while perching…
For I have come to end your life’s painful tormenting…
To attend to your pain, your long and arduous suffering…

 

The Official Red Raven Logo and Poem

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An Unkindness of Ravens

An Unkindness of Ravens…
Waiting For You…
A Haiku Poem about An Unkindness of Ravens…

By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: September 15, 2011 @ 12:25AM GMT +8

On a withered tree…
An unkindness of ravens…
Waiting for your death…

 

An Unkindness of Ravens

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Into The Gallows I Walk

Into The Gallows I Walk
Come Walk With Me To Hell…
By: Julian Javier
Date: August 5, 2011 @ 6:00AM GMT +8
 

To my death... Until my last breath...
Walk with me... And take every step...
Fall with me... To the endless depths...
Into the abyss... Of my eternal unrest...
In the path to my last breath... Walk with me...
To the hangman's noose... Set me... To the gallows... Escort me...

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