Fallen

Fallen
A Tragic Story…
By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: October 24, 2011 @ 4:53PM GMT +8
 

Stricken down smitten…
A soul torn to utter ruin…

 

Kicked out to rejection…
Never again to find redemption…

 

Betrayed but marked as the betrayer…
Condemned to be damned forever…

 

Cast out to chaos…
Banished to be lost…

 

Exiled to pure darkness…
Destined to be devoured by the crazed madness…

 

Never again to find peace…
Forever never ever to be at ease…

 

Hauling too heavy a burden…
Amidst the plains of torment…

 

With limbs crippled and broken…
Struggling to stand back up and walk again…
With wings black and broken…
Striving to be able to fly again…

 

Always hoping and constantly praying…
That it’s all but a dream that’s slowly fleeting…
To soon wake up with black wings spread wide through the skies soaring…
Glimpses of light and hope inkling while slowly dissipating…

 

With life unending yet inside slowly dying…
Bound to the land of the living…
Amidst pain, turmoil, and constant suffering…
Hoping and praying for a saviour that’s never coming…

 

The Fallen


 

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Thoughts…

Thoughts…
A Poem of Wishful Thoughts
By: Julian Javier
Date: February 23, 2011 @ 1:13AM GMT +8

As I write in this parchment with quill and ink…
My mind starts to boggle and think…
To think which word in each line to jot down with this ink…
For my words to make your eyes struggle to blink…

I think of what to write in the next line in this verse…
I try to make a significant dent in your unending universe…

I think of ways to make possible what’s impossible…
The thought to be with you made attainable…

Your eyes – For me your look makes my day when I’m dire…
Your smile – For me your smile will suffice for all my heart’s desires…
Your lips – For me your kiss will spark my heart’s dying fire…
Your skin – For me your skin is smoother than the most expensive silk in the Nile…

I wish to be mesmerized with your deep look everyday…
I wish to be melted with your perfect smile everyday…
I wish to be engulfed with your luscious kisses all day…
I wish to be addicted with your warmth and feel all day…

I wish I have more tact and guile…
for I wish to be the one who makes you smile…
I wish I have more charm in my writing style…
So, that every time you see my works I can make you smile…

For I wish one day to wait for you in the end of that Holy Aisle…
To be joined with you forever in eternity to be inseparable in this life filled with trial…


Thoughts of thinking thoughts of thoughtful thinking…
Wishes of wishing wishes of wishful wishing…
Dreams of dreaming dreams of dreamful dreaming…
– Julian Javier, Thoughts

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The man that I’ve become

The man that I’ve become
About Julian Javier
By: Julian Javier
Date: February 17, 2011 @ 9:02PM GMT +8

Dear Future Mrs. Julian Javier,

My Soul mate, My dearest, this poem is for you…

I bark at this beautiful tree,
barking intensely like a hound,
hoping this tree would bark back
and make a real loud sound.

Like making an apple fall from its high branch that is bound,
I try to make someone from heaven to fall to my ground.

Looking for someone more than a pretty face,
someone even more profound…
More profound than anyone
whom I’ve ever come around.

Am I waiting for someone whom can never be found?

Look at me and see,
What type of man I have grown to be.

They say, I have gained wits, knowledge, and wisdom more than anyone can ever be.
A strong man have I become and Am supposed to be.

Or so they say…

A Witty Man am I? Thinkest thou?
Not so witty, still I can’t reach you, baby.

A Man of Knowledge am I? Thinkest thou?
Not so knowledgeable, still I can’t impress you, baby.

A Wise Man am I? Thinkest thou?
Not so wise, still I can’t compel you to fall for me, baby.

So strong a man have I become?
Are you kidding? I can never be as complete a man
than I can become without you, baby.

I’d rather be the dumbest idiot in the world
than not having you beside me, my lady.
So, I won’t be able to think about how to get you
and how to always be with you, sweet lady.

At least, if I were a dumb idiot,
I will be able to find the understanding why I can’t touch your heart
because I know in myself that I am the dumbest idiot ever a man could become
with one mind that is so foolish for anyone to overcome.

For you, I’ll let go of anything…
‘Cause, I’d rather amount to nothing…
Than be considered someone without the most important above all things…
That is to be with the one I love, which is you,
feeling your tender loving and caring…

This is the man that I’ve become.
Praying for you and as wishful as a child.

This is the man that I’ve become.
Longing for you and empty like a hum drum.

This is the man that I’ve become.
Addicted to love more than anyone.

This is the man that I’ve become.
Addicted to you more than anyone.

This is the man that I’ve become.
Waiting, Searching, and Sniping for you wherever you might come from.

This is the man that I’ve become.
Waiting for you who is yet in my arms to come.

With my deepest Love in mind,
Mr. Julian Javier, Lover of Smiles

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Beyond Silent Wars

Beyond Silent Wars
By: Julian Javier
Date: February 16, 2011 @ 8:17PM GMT +8

You lie awake at night…
Thinking of the day when he’ll come to your heart’s delight…
Your emotions clouded in sadness that shrouds your night…

Thinking when he’ll take you by the hand and escort you all the way to never never land…
Hoping, dreaming, and wishing for that day to come at hand…

You look forward for something that you know’ll never come…
While I sit in my chair and think of you over a bottle of rum…
Broken a man have I become…
Dreaming of the day to be with you and be as one…

See my face over the horizon and pretend to be one who is blind…
With your unsure thoughts, you keep me in your mind…

Picture me and you together…
In your thoughts, you know that I’ll make a good partner…
Who’ll love and care for you till the end of ever after…
In your silent wars with your heart and mind right now and thereafter…
You ask, why not be with this man now hereafter?
Instead of waiting for someone that’ll never come for you after?

In the silent wars that your mind has begun…
About that guy you dream about that you know is there for another one…
And me who is offering you my heart my one and only one…
Here i am waiting for the time when you’ll decide for me and you to be as one…

Go beyond silent wars and reveal to me your secret scars!
Show me your true colors and I’ll take you away to a world beyond the stars!

Come! Let me spark again the fire that long has kept your reason!
Come! Let me show you a kind of loving filled with romance and passion!
Come! Let me bring you that horizon!

I can show you what awaits in the horizon... take my hand and let me take you there...

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Quiero ser Siempre en un Sueño (I want to be always in a dream)

Quiero ser Siempre en un Sueño(I want to be always in a dream)
By: Julian Javier A.K.A. The Cyber Mushroom
Date: February 7, 2011
(translation on the bottom)

Quien es usted?
Cual es su nombre?
I siempre te veo en mis sueños.
Me pregunto quién es usted.
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti.
Quiero ser siempre en un sueño con usted.

Sus ojos! Oh esos ojos tentador! Que son tan profundas que me hipnotizan cuando me miras.
Su pelo tan suave como la seda.
Su piel se ve tan suave.
Tus labios son tan exquisitos.
Me pregunto que se siente al mirar fijamente a los ojos al tocar tu pelo, acariciar su piel, y besando sus labios.

Cuanto tiempo se tarda para que yo finalmente conocer el verdadero tu?
Hasta cuando sufro desaparecidos y que necesitan a alguien que nunca he conocido?
Hasta cuando me muera de hambre y pergamino en esta hambre y sed de ti?

Me pregunto quien es usted.
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti.
Quiero ser siempre en un sueño con usted.

In English:
Who are you?
What is your name?
I always see you in my dreams.
I wonder who you are.
I can’t stop thinking about you.
I wish to be forever in a dream with you.

Your eyes! Oh those tempting eyes! They are so deep that they hypnotize me when you stare.
Your hair as soft as silk.
Your skin looks so mild.
Your lips are so luscious.
I wonder what it feels like to look at you straight in the eyes while touching your hair, caressing your skin, and kissing your lips.

How long shall it take for me to finally meet the real you?
How long shall i suffer missing and needing someone i have never met?
How long shall i die of hunger and parchment in this hunger and thirst for you?

I wonder who you are.
I can’t stop thinking about you.
I wish to be forever in a dream with you.

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Io Sogno di una Donna (I Dream of a Woman)

Io Sogno di una Donna (I Dream of a Woman)
By: Julian Javier A.K.A. The Cyber Mushroom
Date: February 4, 2011 @ 11:38PM
(translation on the bottom)

Io sogno di una donna che mi ama.
Io sogno di una donna che ama essere in mia compagnia.
Una donna che mi supporta nel mio impegno e la cui sempre lì al mio fianco quando ho bisogno di lei.

Io sogno di una donna in cui posso dare tutto me stesso senza rimpianti.
I donna io sono adorare per sempre.
Una donna che mai si stanca del mio idiosincrasie.
Una donna che mi può dimostrare tutto e sarà sempre per me.

Nei miei sogni, io sogno di questa donna.
E io il più grande per lei.
Nei miei sogni, pensa anche che io sono il più grande.
Lei è la donna che mi completa.

In English:
I dream of a woman who loves me.
I dream of a woman enjoys being in my company.
A woman who supports me in my endeavors and whose always there by my side when I need her.

I dream of a woman in whom i can give my all without regret.
A woman i can adore forever.
A woman who’ll never get tired of my idiosyncrasies.
A woman whom i can show everything and will always be for me.

in my dreams, i dream of this woman.
in my dreams, the greatest woman.
and i the greatest for her.
she is a woman that completes me.

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Together in a Dream

Together in a Dream
By: Julian Javier A.K.A. The Cyber Mushroom
Date: November 14, 2010 @ 11:26AM

Be it but a dream fleeting…
I never regretted our meeting…
From the first day you looked so fascinating…
Drop dead gorgeous; you are so amazing…

Seeing you that day for the first time…
Made me wish to stop the time…
With a feeling so sublime…
Like I was waiting for our destinies to intertwine…

Hold my hand and feel my heart…
Tell me if I have a lying heart…
To love you not is the hardest part…
Give me light and forever never part…
With your love heal my broken heart…

My heart ever benign…
Prays for your love not to decline…
I’ll take the leap of faith and leave my life and love on the line…
I’ll wait till forever so that you can take your time…

A dream of you and I together…
With you and I having no one else but each other…
I promise you’ll be in my heart till ever after…
For you and only you forever…

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