Sirang Plaka

Sirang Plaka
Tula na aking alay alang-alang sa aking namumukod-tangi at nagiisang sinta…
By: Julian Javier
Date: October 31, 2012 @ 10:40AM GMT +8
 
 

Sa bawat saglit na patuloy bagaman paunti-unting nawawaglit
 
Mithiin ng aking puso’y nagmimistulang mapaghangad na paslit
Na siyang walang tigil at patuloy ang ligalig at pangungulit
Para sa inaasam-asam na laruang tanghal na ninanais nitong makamit
Para sayo’y ang aking puso’y naghahangad at nagsusumamo paulit-ulit
Sa bawat saglit na patuloy bagaman paunti-unting nawawaglit
 
 
Para sa’yo na walang kapantay at natatanging ikaw
 
Ang aking puso’t isipa’y ikaw lamang ang siyang sinisigaw
Na tila ba’y isang kampanang walang tigil na bumabatingaw
Walang hangganan at paulit-ulit ang ngalan mo’y umaalingawngaw
Para sa iyong bukod tanging puna’y puso ko’y uhaw na uhaw
Para sa’yo na walang kapantay at natatanging ikaw
 
 
Mga alaala ko’y mistulang sirang plakang pabalik-balik ang aking pag-gunita
 
Walang ibang nilalaman kundi mga yugto ng ating namumukod-tanging pagsinta
Paulit-ulit nitong ipina-aalala ang ating pamimintuho para sa isa’t isa
Puso’t isipa’y walang ibang dalangin kundi habang buhay natin ito’y patuloy matamasa
Pag-ibig ko’y pag-ibig mo lamang ang panalangin at natatanging sadya
Mga alaala ko’y mistulang sirang plakang pabalik-balik ang aking pag-gunita
 

Meshael, ito'y aking alay para lamang sa iyo... Mahal na Mahal kita.

Meshael, ito’y aking alay para lamang sa iyo… Mahal na Mahal kita.


 

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Pestilence and Plague

Pestilence and Plague
A narrative about a tumultuous death in Pestilence and Plague
By: Julian Javier
Date Created: May 10, 2011 @ 7:12AM GMT +8
Date Revised: December 29, 2011 @ 10:51AM GMT +8
 

To whom the bell tolls,


 

Stricken by a curse, the land was plagued…
With the misery it brought, no one can be saved…
Death was the deliverance the pestilence hastily paved…

 

In this account, feel the agony it gave…
See what horror these eyes saw in the turmoil it made…
May this deliver the agony it gave before the will to live caved…

 

From the inside, the body burning violently…
The mind and body in intense pain and pure agony…

 

Feeling pain to which no one can endure…
Both physical and mental torture…

 

A nightmare while wide awake and sane…
Understanding the difference between relief and pain…

 

Comfort is what medicine fails to give…
Wishing to die yet still desiring to live…

 

Having no appetite yet starving and famished…
Enduring the final moments of pain and anguish…

 

By the Pestilence, virulently afflicted…
Viability coercively subjugated…
Savagely obliterated…

 

By the Plague, miserably tormented…
Vitality ruthlessly being desecrated…
Climatically devastated…

 

Finally the hour of death…
Struggling to fight for each and every last breath…
Coughing out a horrid substance like of crud…
Through open wounds, leaking drops of crimson blood…

 

Under the sun amidst it’s scorched earth collapsing…
Sprawled on the dirt gasping for air strenuously ailing…
Finally, the moment that has long been found wanting…
Cherishing past memories to the long awaited ending…

 

“Farewell…”

 

All that was left was a foul and lifeless flesh to be undone…
To decompose and decay under the blazing hot mid-day sun…
A vile sight with a putrid stench that is dreadfully disgusting…
Utterly defiled and detestably nauseating…

 

Virally Your's,
The Pestilent One


 

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A Sudden Rush

A Sudden Rush
An Unorthodox Choka Poem of a Euphoric Torment…
A Story of a Soul who found an Interim Happiness, Slowly Fading Away…
By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: October 1, 2011 @ 8:16PM GMT +8
 

Rushing through my veins…
A torrent of vehemence…

 

My pain dissipates…
A renewed vigour once more…

 

Keeping me alive…
In the moment of pure bliss…

 

And within myself…
Fusing with my ebb and flow…
Swarming my senses…
A deluge of ideas…
A frenzied influx of thoughts…

 

My spirit reveals…
What I can’t see through the haze…
Clear moments, so ecstatic…
My soul slowly oozing out…
Every drop of life within…

 

Through all provisions…
Moments of infinity…
All vain facades..
And interim nirvana…
I’m flourishing through torment…

 

Calmly I’m fading…
Converging with euphoria…
Through life’s destined end…

 


 

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Post Murum Insania

Post Murum Insania (Behind the Walls of Madness)
My First Latin Poem…
By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: September 19, 2011 @ 12:57PM GMT +8

Original Latin:
Post murum insania…
I manantem cruore fluens lente…
Pugnare enim mens sana…
Virtus infinita versus obiectum immobilis…
Chaos sparsa…
Cum fractis animis…
Cum fractis cordis…
Pulsans ad ostium mortis…
Est somnium inaccessus…
Post murum insania…

 

Translated English:
Behind the walls of madness…
My blood drips flowing slowly…
Fighting for my sanity…
An unstoppable force crashing towards an immovable object…
Chaos scatters…
With broken minds…
With broken hearts…
Knocking on death’s doorway…
Unreachable is the dream…
Behind the walls of madness…

 

Madness

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Loot the Corpse

Loot the Corpse
A Death Metal Composition
By: Julian Javier
Date: July 21, 2011 @ 6:30PM GMT +8
 

[1st verse]
Massacre! Mass Murder!
A violent and merciless slaughter!
A man taking from his brother!
Looting the corpse of his dead brother!

 

[1st Refrain]
The fruit of envy and the desire to covet…
One must…

 

[Chorus]
Kill and Steal!
Kill more and steal more, then…
Loot the corpse…
Loot the CORPSE!!!

 

[2nd verse]
In this world of misery
A world filled with intense pain and agony
Where greed is good
the more your wealth the more your food

 

[2nd Refrain]
One’s only choice to not starve to death…
is to…

 

[Chorus]
Kill and Steal!
Kill more and steal more, then…
Loot the corpse…
Loot the CORPSE!!!

 

[Bridge]
The only way to get ahead from another
To quench the thirst and suffice the hunger
Is to feed his greed and hunger for power
to do this, one must…

 

[Chorus]
Kill and Steal!
Kill more and steal more, then…
Loot the corpse…
Loot the CORPSE!!!

 

Painting: Death of Abimelech by Gustave Doré

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A Broken Soul

A Broken Soul
Random Scribblings of a Broken Soul
By: Julian Javier
Date: May 18, 2011 10:18AM @GMT +8
 

A soul brutally torn…
A life suddenly subject to scorn…

 

Thought to forever be forlorn…
And never again be reborn…

 

Set to forever mourn…
Unable to fulfil what was sworn…

 

Cast aside and rend asunder…
Downed by one blunder…

 

Desiring to bury the past to down under…
Sanity and insanity falters…

 

A swig of vodka…
A hit of smoke…
Loneliness and hopelessness…
Eating out the heart and bringing utter darkness…

 

Fear feeding the hate inside that is brooding…
Hate churning the anger from within…
Anger fuelling the flames of suffering…
Suffering tormenting the soul from within…

 

Left alone and forsaken…
The broken one exiled to utter ruin…

 

A Soul Sundered


 

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Perfect For You

Perfect for you…
Will you let me try to be the man perfect for you?
By: Julian Javier
Date: May 18, 2011 @ 2:01AM GMT +8
 

Bread will not fill me…
Water will not quench me…
Even my cigarettes will not understand me…
For only you can complete me…

 

From the moment your eyes met mine…
I said to myself “Oh God, I wish you’re mine”…
Even in the darkness you shine…
Bringing colors to this black and white heart of mine…

 

I long for that alluring glimmer…
found only from your beautiful eyes…
I long for your lovely smile…
that is as gorgeous as the sunrise…

 

I long for the gentleness and softness…
found only from your luscious lips…
I long for the warm breathing sensation…
found only from your nostrils..

 

I want to feel your smoothness…
from your hands of divine beauty…
I want to feel your frailty…
and the warmth from your body…

 

Every day I think of you…
Every night I dream of you…
Every time I close my eyes I see you…
Like your smile has been etched on my mind like a tattoo…

 

I’ll never stop thinking…
I’ll never stop longing…
I’ll never stop dreaming…
Of you, only for you…

 

To me you are perfect and my heart knows it’s true…
I want to show you love that is true…
Not in vain nor for granted… unlike what others had done to you…
Will you let me try to be the perfect man for you?

 

Here I am writing my heart out with all my passion…
With prayers that my ink will someday catch your attention…
Maybe someday in your mind my name will be a mention…
Feel my heart in my words written with a loving fashion…

 

To me you are perfect and I knows it’s true…
I want to try and be the perfect man for you…

 

Perfect... Just like the Cherry Blossom...


 

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