Sirang Plaka

Sirang Plaka
Tula na aking alay alang-alang sa aking namumukod-tangi at nagiisang sinta…
By: Julian Javier
Date: October 31, 2012 @ 10:40AM GMT +8
 
 

Sa bawat saglit na patuloy bagaman paunti-unting nawawaglit
 
Mithiin ng aking puso’y nagmimistulang mapaghangad na paslit
Na siyang walang tigil at patuloy ang ligalig at pangungulit
Para sa inaasam-asam na laruang tanghal na ninanais nitong makamit
Para sayo’y ang aking puso’y naghahangad at nagsusumamo paulit-ulit
Sa bawat saglit na patuloy bagaman paunti-unting nawawaglit
 
 
Para sa’yo na walang kapantay at natatanging ikaw
 
Ang aking puso’t isipa’y ikaw lamang ang siyang sinisigaw
Na tila ba’y isang kampanang walang tigil na bumabatingaw
Walang hangganan at paulit-ulit ang ngalan mo’y umaalingawngaw
Para sa iyong bukod tanging puna’y puso ko’y uhaw na uhaw
Para sa’yo na walang kapantay at natatanging ikaw
 
 
Mga alaala ko’y mistulang sirang plakang pabalik-balik ang aking pag-gunita
 
Walang ibang nilalaman kundi mga yugto ng ating namumukod-tanging pagsinta
Paulit-ulit nitong ipina-aalala ang ating pamimintuho para sa isa’t isa
Puso’t isipa’y walang ibang dalangin kundi habang buhay natin ito’y patuloy matamasa
Pag-ibig ko’y pag-ibig mo lamang ang panalangin at natatanging sadya
Mga alaala ko’y mistulang sirang plakang pabalik-balik ang aking pag-gunita
 

Meshael, ito'y aking alay para lamang sa iyo... Mahal na Mahal kita.

Meshael, ito’y aking alay para lamang sa iyo… Mahal na Mahal kita.


 

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My Love, My Lady…

My Love, My Lady…
A Journey Towards Our Destiny
By: Julian Corvinus Javier
Date: September 16, 2012 @ 10:50PM GMT +8
 

My love, My lady come to me…
Come embark with me in this epic journey…
towards our eternal destiny…
Drive me crazy and bring me back again to sanity….

 

Feel my love and my passion…
Save me from this self-destruction…
Feel my heart and feel my frailty…
Come and let us fulfill our fate, our destiny…

 

Come live within me…
Come and love me for who and what I am truly…

 

Fill this gaping hole in my heart and complete me…
Mend this wound that’s draining my life slowly…

 

Take my hand and let’s set ourselves free…
Hold me and never let go of me…
Let’s soar to the stars across the galaxy…
Let me show you a world that you are yet to see…

 

Oh, my love, my longing for you’s driving me crazy…
Feel me, my love for you, and my frailty…
Come live within my heart, within my soul, within me…
Hold me, caress me, and make love to me…
Come and love me for who and what I am truly…
Save me, my lady, my only light that which gives me sanity…

 

Painting: Femme à l’ombrelle, tournée vers la droite
By: Claude Monet
Year: 1886


 

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Allow Me

Allow Me…
Give Me Your Hand…
By: Julian Javier
Date: August 18, 2011 @ 7:00AM GMT +8
 

Give me your hand…
Let me take you…
Let me walk with you…
… and make footprints in the sand with you …

 

Give me your hand…
Let me take you…
Let me walk with you…
… to a special place made just for me and you …

 

Feel my heart…
Feel my frailty…

 

Feel my soul…
Feel my serenity…

 

Feel my love…
Feel my sincerity…

 

Run, jump, and fly high with me…
Let loose your fears!
Travel with me across galaxies…
Let loose your fears!
I’m with you and you’re with me…

 

Amidst my darkness, see my speck of light…
Let me make you smile…
Let me teach you how to fly…
So, give me your hand…
… and let me hold it tight…

 

Against all hardships…
Let us both stand tall…
Allow me and let me catch you when you fall…

 

Give Me Your Hand...


 

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The Eyes of Fire

The Eyes of Fire
“Red like blood… Red like fire…”
By: Julian Javier
Date: August 7, 2011 @ 6:28PM GMT +8
 

Look into my eyes!

Anxiety... Hatred... Anger... Seething from within... A sinister grin... ...and a desire to kill... A passion to see what is real... ...and what is unreal...
A murderous intent... Seen from the eyes of fire... Red like blood... ...Red like fire... Fierce and violent... ...Filled with hatred and anger...
Eyes that of a cornered fox... ...Eyes that of a hungry wolf... ...Eyes that of a wounded tiger... ...Eyes that burn in hatred and anger... ... Against lies and those who oppress the weak! ... Against those who make the weak suffer!
Eyes that can see through a soul... Eyes that can reveal secrets and lies untold... ...Both good will and transgressions unfold... As if your vain life was retold...
Eyes so deep and limitless... Like the abyss... ...It is bottomless! Glaring through life and death... ...Eyes so fearless!
These are my eyes... I can see through all your filthy lies... Never can you deny your disillusion... ...from these eyes of mine... From these Eyes of Fire!

 

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Just the Two of Us

Just the Two of Us
Let me help you start a world anew…
A Random Scribbling…
By: Julian Javier
Date: May 30, 2011 @ 12:35AM GMT +8
 

Let me take you to a trip to the sky so high…
In this magical journey i’ll teach you how to fly…
I’ll show you how the earth can touch the sky…
We can do anything if we believe in the two of us and try…

 

Let me make you feel the rush…
As I make your adrenaline gush…

 

Come! Fly with me…
Come! Feel the wind with me…
Take the leap of faith and let’s set ourselves free…
Let me show you how being loved is supposed to be…

 

I’ll be there every time you call…
I’ll be there to cheer you up when you stumble…
I’ll push you forward every time you stall…
I’ll help you up every time you fumble…
I’ll catch you each and every time you fall…

 

I’ll always be with you…
We’ll always be together…
I’ll be with you…
Only the two of us forever…
I’ll be there for you…
Only for you till ever after…

 

So, take my hand and hold it tight…
Let me show you how what you seek is just hiding in plain sight…
Amidst the darkness, let me show you the beauty of starlight…
Let me show you how the sun shines after the darkness of the night!

 

Believe in yourself like how I believe in you…
Believe in me who believes in you…
Believe in me and you…

 

take my hand...


 

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One Who Makes You Smile

One Who Makes You Smile
I hope someday you’ll let me…
By: Julian Javier
Date: May 21, 2011 @ 2:44AM GMT +8
 

The Night Sky


 

As I lay alone in my bed gazing at the stars tonight…
I remember how your smile shines like starlight…
As pretty as the stars in the sky shining so bright…
In these dark, cold, and lonely nights…

 

I’d do anything in my power to see that wonderful smile…
Write you poems, even swim the length of the River Nile…
Oh how I wish I was the camera in your mobile…
So, I could capture your smile and always make you smile…

 

I wanna be the man who makes you laugh…
Never the man who makes you frown and makes you sad…
Never the man who breaks your heart and makes you cry…
I wanna be the man who makes you smile…

 

Will you let me be the man who makes you smile?

 

I hope someday you’ll let me…

 

I hope you are not just another dream to me…
I hope you are my future, my destiny…

 

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Perfect For You

Perfect for you…
Will you let me try to be the man perfect for you?
By: Julian Javier
Date: May 18, 2011 @ 2:01AM GMT +8
 

Bread will not fill me…
Water will not quench me…
Even my cigarettes will not understand me…
For only you can complete me…

 

From the moment your eyes met mine…
I said to myself “Oh God, I wish you’re mine”…
Even in the darkness you shine…
Bringing colors to this black and white heart of mine…

 

I long for that alluring glimmer…
found only from your beautiful eyes…
I long for your lovely smile…
that is as gorgeous as the sunrise…

 

I long for the gentleness and softness…
found only from your luscious lips…
I long for the warm breathing sensation…
found only from your nostrils..

 

I want to feel your smoothness…
from your hands of divine beauty…
I want to feel your frailty…
and the warmth from your body…

 

Every day I think of you…
Every night I dream of you…
Every time I close my eyes I see you…
Like your smile has been etched on my mind like a tattoo…

 

I’ll never stop thinking…
I’ll never stop longing…
I’ll never stop dreaming…
Of you, only for you…

 

To me you are perfect and my heart knows it’s true…
I want to show you love that is true…
Not in vain nor for granted… unlike what others had done to you…
Will you let me try to be the perfect man for you?

 

Here I am writing my heart out with all my passion…
With prayers that my ink will someday catch your attention…
Maybe someday in your mind my name will be a mention…
Feel my heart in my words written with a loving fashion…

 

To me you are perfect and I knows it’s true…
I want to try and be the perfect man for you…

 

Perfect... Just like the Cherry Blossom...


 

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The Undying

The Undying
Seeing through the eyes of the Immortal Observer
By: Julian Javier
Date: May 13, 2011 @ 9:27AM GMT +8
 

The Immortal


 

Immortal.
That’s what they call me.
The exiled; The unknown…

 

Walking past men through the centuries.
Friendship, Love, and Compassion.
Rivalry, Hate, and Anger.
Loss of Hope and Death.
Honor and Resolve.
Liberty and Justice.
Pride, Injustice, and Prejudice.
The difference between Transparency and Hypocrisy.

 

Greed… Man’s thirst to take from another.
Murder… Men conspiring to kill another.
War… Man’s Blood Lust and Hunger for more Power.

 

Walking amidst this earth for more than a thousand years.
My eyes has witnessed them all.
Seeing my loved ones while they were still young.
Until they grow old and leave this earth.
Now, i had no more tears to shed.
In the end, I am all alone.
Watching over men as they destroy one another.
Watching earth bleed slowly is kind of depressing.
They fear that which they do not know.
And go to war blinded by their false hopes.
A never ending cycle of love and war.
A never ending desire to destroy and rebuild.
A never ending cycle of pride, honor, horror, suffering, and shame.
Trying to accomplish what they do not understand.
A violently unending cycle.
I pity them as I pity myself.
We are no different from one another.
We are just the same shameless beings.
Making a mockery of principles and ideals.
Spitting to honor’s face.

 

I am the Immortal, the undying, the exiled, the unknown…
Seeing men shame themselves using honor as a facade
has turned my heart to steel.
Without feeling, without remorse.
No more tears, no more fears.

 

I will continue on watching these men.
As they walk the plank towards extinction.
Alone.
Watching over from a distance.

 

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The Disdained Child

The Disdained Child
The Child of Jealousy and Hate
By: Julian Javier
Date: May 12, 2011 @ 10:47PM GMT +8
 

I hate you… I hate them… I hate the world…

 

Sick and tired…
Empty and dried…

 

A child born of jealousy that became hate…
A bastard that carries a another’s namesake…
One who grew up with everyone’s hate…
The disturbed one hated for his namesake…
The one born of a different mother…
The one born of a different father…

 

The unwanted… The black sheep…
The scape goat.. The misjudged…

 

I am angry…
So called siblings hate me…
So called family doesn’t like me…
So called friends always betray me…
So called lovers derogate me…

 

for all i know, they all want me dead…
for all i know, they all want a platter set with my head…
for all i know, they want to spread my ground guts on a bread…
feed it to dogs which are stray bred…
and wash their hands with my blood that’s crimson red…

 

fuck it! i don’t care and I won’t argue…
I won’t argue though I immensely hate them too…
I want to strangle them all too till they turn blue…
and massacre them all intently and violently like a rampaging grue…

 

But i won’t do that…
I can’t do that…
How could i possibly do that…
Their my loved ones, it’s a fact, and i hate that…

 

Though I hated…

 

Before i hated…
I tried to love…
Even if I hated…
I still loved…
Though i hated…
I just need to be loved…
Though i hated…
I am just looking for your love…

 

Why can’t they give me something so simple?
To give love to a brother and family member of their own flesh and blood…
Why can’t they give me something so trivial?
To give love to this friend and lover called me…

 

Just accept me for who i am that’s all i have asked…
For in your hate all my life i had basked…
For all this time i have seen through you who is masked…
Be with me and accept me, is that too much ask?

 

Now my mind is split in two…
One says to keep on hating you…
One says to keep on loving you…
My mind is in chaos because of what you showed me and do…

 

You don’t understand me…
You try to control me…
You stab me behind my back and disdain me…
You can’t even simply respect me being me…

 

I hate you… i hate them…
i hate myself too… i hate the the world and what you all do…

 

I am the unaccepted, the unwanted
I am the hate child…

 

Why? I know.
Because you think our mother loved me more than she did you.
Because you think my father fathered me better than your father who fathered you.
Because you think our father loved me more than he did you.
Because you think my mother mothered me better than your mother who mothered you.
Because you think I’m better than you and you can’t accept it.
Because you can’t stand that I have become a man.
Or maybe because you are just that childish.

 

You’re wrong from what I see.
You’re spiteful mind is clouded with envy.
They all loved us equally.
You just refused to see.
No one is better than others.
That’s how they see us, our mothers and our fathers.

 

Though I do some things better than you…
It doesn’t mean that I am better than you…
I have my specialties and you have yours too…

 

I loved you though you hated me.
I respected you though you always have belittled me.

 

Don’t worry I don’t hate you completely for what you did to me.
I just hate you that much, so don’t misunderstand me.
Don’t worry I understand you completely.
This hate I feel for thee is nothing compared to the love and respect that I show thee.
It’s not a ruse you see.
Though I hate thee I still love thee.

 

It’s hard to understand i know.
Let’s reconcile when we meet in hell down below.

 

Losing Grip

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A Murder of Poems

Dear Readers,

 

For better navigation, I have decided to make a table of contents for my poetry. I especially coded this for all of you who appreciate my poetry. In this table you can view each and every one of my poems in one single click on each title. I have categorised my poetry as well so you could check out the genre one by one to suit your taste in poetry. For those who are looking for Japanese Haiku, Tanka, and Chōka style poems, I have included indications on which ones are of the Japanese Haiku, Tanka, and Chōka style. The order of the listings are from recent to previous from top to bottom. You can treat this as a “Thank You” for your support for my literature. I will update this sticky post every time I make a new one. I will make this a sticky post so every time you view my site you can see this table immediately on top all other posts. Enjoy reading!!!

 

Sincerely,

 

Julian Javier
The Red Raven

 

The Red Raven’s Poetry

The Red Raven’s Poetry


Sentimentals Romantics Darkness Anger Special
The Clown Portrait My Love, My Lady… The Hunter (Japanese Chōka Style) The Eyes of Fire Sirang Plaka
(Tagalog Poem/No Translation)
Sightless Allow Me The Forlorn Heart The Disdained Child The Lurker
(Japanese Haiku Style)
Sea Shell Sounds
(Japanese Haiku Style)
Just the Two of Us Pestilence and Plague Against You ~ Corvinus ~ Chapter 1: The Turning
My Sound
(Japanese Haiku Style)
One Who Makes You Smile Helter Skelter To the Slanderer! Part-2 The Northern Territory
Plea Perfect For You Fallen To the Slanderer! Part-1 Wishing Happy Birthday
(Japanese Tanka Style)
Blocked A Walk Under City Lights A False Hope A Writer’s Weapon Ruth’s Birthday Letter
As The Rain Arrives
(Japanese Tanka Style)
Your Kiss
(Japanese Tanka Style)
A Sudden Rush
(Japanese Chōka Style)
Eto sa inyo!
(Tagalog Poem/No Translation)
Treating Women…
Fire Water
(Japanese Tanka Style)
That Star, My Senses… Dragon Breath The Protector
Rainy Days
(Japanese Haiku Style)
The Summer Wind Behind the Walls of Madness
(Latin Poem/With English Translation)
The Sniper
Rice I’ll Catch You Helpless
(Japanese Tanka Style)
Mr.Gymkhana Man
Cherry Blossom Bliss
(Japanese Tanka Style)
Thoughts… The Red Raven’s Song
(Official Blog Poem)
Distinct and Vivid
Clouds
(Japanese Tanka Style)
The Man that I’ve Become An Unkindness of Ravens
(Japanese Haiku Style)
Rush Hour Part-1
(Japanese Tanka Style)
Beyond Silent Wars The Light Amidst My Darkness
Summer Sakura
(Japanese Haiku Style)
Above Fading Nothing
Summer Nights
(Japanese Haiku Style)
The One and Only One Into The Gallows I Walk
Summer Shower
(Japanese Haiku Style)
The Prayer of Endurance Loot the Corpse
Mountain Dew
(Japanese Tanka Style)
Always in a Dream
(Spanish Poem/With English Translation)
The Exile
I Just Wanna RocknRoll I Dream of a Woman
(Italian Poem/With English Translation)
A Broken Soul
The Musician My Heart… Conquest
(Japanese Tanka Style)
Writing… Long Time, No See… The Undying
Lamental Block Together in a Dream The Streets of Pain
(Japanese Chōka Style)
Perfect… Chronicle of a Suicide
In My Dreams Famine
(Japanese Tanka Style)
Archangel Azrael
Desolate
(Japanese Chōka Style)
Fields of the Fallen
Armageddonism
Fear
The Dark